and yet it will not be realise

Christmas 09 ended

New Year 10 just past 3 days ago..

i never make any wishes on Christmas 09 and also 1.1.10

*cause i know is useless, i really knew it*

but yet..i wanna ask for the arrears..

the wishes that i haven't made..

i had been good...

i never wish for anything ridiculous for yearSss

i never wish that Santa will give me what i want...

but..just once..*am begging*

realise my wish please...just ONE wish...

ONE wish out of all the wishes that i never made...wishes that you owed me...

please..please..please...

but i know...it will never realise..and yet im still wishing..