Im still awake on 230am in the uk.
just finished having Barcadi and chocolate..
my bf finally left me yesterday...
i wouldn't tell you that im fine,
im not fine at all...
after our Europe trip and all the time he spent with me,
im so so so uncomfortable with the fact that he is apart.
though we are always in LDR, but this time, it is not the same.
it cause so much pain.
have a sudden temptation to just book my ticket back for cny since it just cost me 500 pounds.
then i will be in the flight tmr..
but, someone talked to me...and make me pause to think.
i have always wanted to stay in uk, and maybe the remaining 6 months will be the only time to spent here..
i know i can endure it,
and i have to endure it :)
im not that fragile after all
refused to sleep though it is really really late..
my body are calling, the bed is calling..
but i know, when the light are off
the only thing i will do is tearing...
ps. i hope im a vampire now, so i will have sleepless night and speed to just run back to you
T.T
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