the time had come

My life seem to be really miserable lately..

is just like im inside the roller coaster, im not a fan of it.

i prefer a peaceful day..

im not a fan of changing my life style, maybe i could adopt to it..

but i will not change it as im used to it now..

BUT, the truth is, time passed and we need changes..

walking alone to achieve what i want is not easy..

life is a bed of roses..

pretty but dangerous, we risk ourselves to achieve what we want.

sacrifices is a must as there is no free lunch in the world.

im still happy for my life, my day..

as i knew that im always better off than someone outside the world.

study abroad was never my dream cause i knew it from the very beginning, it will be part of life even i don't ask for it !!

from the positive sight of view, im blessed to be lucky for my pass 20 years..

'there is no free lunch in the world'

you might not see what i actually want,

you might not understand what im complaining about..

BUT, this is my life.

i will work the way out !!!

haven't been studying seriously for my entire life, is now time to do so.

haven't been working for even 1 day though im turning 22, is time to face the society.

haven't experience what failure is like, now i knew it.

haven't even have a stuff that i want and i did not buy it, now is time to endure my desire perhaps.

is time to pay for everything.

to learn how to endure every pain and keep it deep down...